4 yrs ago the Nah Hammdi Library was brought To my attention Since then, my whole world has been flipped upside down I threw out everything I “believed in” out the window but CROSS!! and what Jesus did on the cross, I am 42 years old today if someone were to ask me four years ago, how to get to Heaven I would’ve told them the only thing I knew, confess with your mouth and believe in your heart and you are saved. Fast forward to today my understanding is different so to rephrase my question how important is it to know who Jesus’s father IS and where did Jesus come from????? In my mind “AIN” = Jesus Father and Jesus=AIN SOPH and the Holy Spirit is the AIN SOPH AUR please be patient with my ignorance. My grandfather is an Assembly of God preacher very strict, and my father is a worship leader very strict in biblical matters so I ask again to be patient with me. The Tree of life map and all of its Sephora Make sense and I understand it to some degree please help me understand. I am currently in the process of enrolling to be a distant learner student and I totally agree. Let me say again absolutely agree that experience is better than belief way better. I have only experienced my inner monad Two different times in the past four years I know it’s not a lot I am currently a man with a lot of VICES and “ believing “ Has not helped me overcome hardly any of them. Sidenote, I have read the Revolution of Belzebbub 2 separate times in the past 3 months if he can change, so can I. I guess my main question is is it important to know who we worship?